sleepless

Here I am, in the middle of the night, unable to sleep.

Although I had been up the whole day working, my tired body cannot overcome my mind, which is filled with endless thoughts.

It has been 2 days since the big argument had taken place. I did not feel the crunch until I was on flight.

Suddenly, emptiness sneaked in and caught me unprepared.

How do you remedy a problem, when the disease is actually, you....

How do you tell a girl you love her, when you are the cause of her pain....

How do you hold on to her, when you are losing grip yourself...

How are you gonna spend your life with her, knowing she will never be happy...


I shouldn't be writing about this, I wished the title was 'Preparations for my holiday' or 'Melbourne trip part 2' or 'Arsenal Rocks'.

It is not possible, not in the mood that I am in. Lousy with a capital 'L'

It does not help that I am hungry too. Damn!

Sleepy but yet sleepless....what a drag....